I just discovered that I'm a bother if I'm staring at my feet as they sink into the concrete silence all you peasants important things should be said but its just nonsense in my head fill it with confidence fill it with common sense fill me with information fill me with conversation The Cheese the cheese will you have me the birds and the bees wont come near me freckles and dimples should do something I don’t know what I'm saying oh a group I could fit into I’m sorry I don’t mean to intrude but could I please join You invisible apparently predicable if I had bat sonar I could find my self with out a mirror sounds hit the walls, sounds in the halls sounds like love Sounds liked I shoved cats down the stairs, being mauled by polar bears that boys swears he really cares about cats and dogs he just never knew what one was A gaping hole in my chest an empty bowl on the table One tear two tears spilt because I didn't have the cereal and no milk I cried and cried and no one was there to take me up those little stairs because someone pushed some cats down there and now their getting eaten by polar bears seems to be like seems that it might seem that I'm grounded but that logic is unfounded cant I clarify that I don’t want to die its just that I want a better life gotta get out of bed gotta screw on my head gotta remember what was said but I'm just smoking to kill my lungs which will in turn kill my voice which will in turn stop the music and I will turn into a statue which will in turn catch your eye which will in turn make me try to move my finger define the lie if I stop moving to get more attention then why has twitching wounded me up in detention

My bow-tie tightens around my neck The walk to you seems like such a trek I'm analysing every move I make As if I were you Don't want to look into your eyes just yet Got to concentrate on every step Less I fall right before we meet and land at the bottom of your feet I guess its totally clear I'm Claustrophobic around you I'm just a fidget around you I'm Claustrophobic around you My heart takes up the space four two There's a silence as I think of something to say but your eyes seem to drift away I got them back but for how long? Will they drift off, while I'm playing this song I don't have the words to express All these feelings strapped to my chest Under garments, that will hide My emotion, so I can keep my pride I'm Claustrophobic around you I'm such a fidget around you I'm Claustrophobic around you I'm just a idiot around you I'm Claustrophobic around you I'm just a cunt around you I'm Claustrophobic around you My heart takes up the space four two

Coupled with the fact that I Cant speak and you wont try Meaning less small talk aside And then the conversation died Look at you grey but blue Big elephant in the room I want to mention it too But we all know the rules Don't talk about the elephant and maybe it will disappear Oxymoronic tendencies Multiplied with great ease And all eyes they rested on me Can I excuse myself please I tried to shut you off But I came down with smokers cough Eyes popped I was blue We both didn't know what to do Then my lips turned white Nothing going to plan tonight The fact that my mouth blew out And now there nothing to talk about

I'm a hen in den with a pen in my hand A cigarette on my lips with a rubber band Around my finger, I like it blue, I like you too so get it right When I write “I'm sleeping with you tonight” Spastic fingers fumbling at your back Plastic jackets cutting making it slack And I'll kiss you on the neck lets not make this quick Cause when you are finished you will go to sleep Well at least you can keep your hands to yourself I admit I'm a freak with a weakness for the smalls of your back and here we are touching, as you can see there was me attracting loose change and paper clips There was nothing wrong with me until I took her home There was nothing wrong with us but still you didn't know And ill kiss you on the neck lets not make this quick Cause when I am finished I will go to sleep Finally a bit of peace just in between finishing And dismounting, now I am not thinking About where my last kiss will land, oh its the ear, so its clear that your turning over So ill turn over to There was nothing wrong with me until I took you home There was nothing wrong with us but still you didn't know And ill kiss you on the neck lets not make this quick Cause when we am finished we will go to sleep

let me tell you about nothing cause nothing going right let me tell you about something because something might and if nothing is something ill take what I can get but if something is nothing then ill just have to let you tell me about something and I'll try to take it in you tell me about nothing but where to begin and if something sticks to me now its hard to let it go but if nothing sticks with ease how will I ever know let me fuck up nothing and see what I get then I fuck up something and then begin to regret but if nothing turns to something I'll fuck up again and if something really nothing then fucking up was the only option

Its probably easier To get your name on a t-shirt And I will help Get you out of hell And every ones in love Halos in there hair Pulsating through the atmosphere Lets get the fuck out of here And everyone’s in hate Pull the wool over my eyes Block my ears with lucky dice So I don't get a big surprise Bury me in blocks of ice Carry me through star lit skies

I didn't know what it was I had blurry sight because My vision was impaired And you no longer cared The song stopped playing And my ears were bleeding So the last thing I ever heard Was your final words Goodbye to the broken hearted boy from a small town I told you to let me go but you still stuck around And now you'll eat my dust For breakfast and I'll shit on my love While looking like a angle from above You didn't even know the words to Your own song you Didn't even really get it cause We were what we were for so long the Cartoons stopped laughing and every one turned to violence That's when you priced my ear drums with your silence You put me in a awkward corner and made me lash out So I bit your neck and sucked on it till you started to shout The truth out your mouth Goodbye you broken hearted boy from a small town I told you to let me go but your still biting down Now eat my dust For breakfast And suck on my fist because you wont be missed So I rolled out of bed at a quarter to five And ended up staying inside even though the weather was nice But I'm sick of feeling awkward and a little out of place So when shouting turns softer I'll need a change in pace I pretty much need a change of pace I always need a change of pace Cause I don't like your face

I read something once but it didn't apply It was agreeable but not relevant so I Threw it away and got the controller out Then you came in and saw me lounging around on the couch Now I'm bored of you wont you come back soon This is nothing new but please come back soon I tried it on but you kicked me out So I got on the phone to see if my friends were about There was some drinking and some drugs were involved But you didn’t do it cause you thought you were too old The absence made me fall over It makes sense because its over eighty percent Full of alcohol but I'm not as small as you But I forgot how little I can handle my booze Then I see you gotta drink more soon Drinking is cool helps me forget about you